Is there a difference between sensations, energetic pulses and vibrations?
There is a difference because it’s always moving, always morphing, always vibrating. These are just labels of course.
A whole collection of ever changing different sensations pinging & bouncing around
But if I remove the labels, they are just sensations.
Deciding in commentary whether this is Good or Bad.
Is it a deciding or a habitual response?
This is tricky for me to get my head round. If I experience discomfort or pain. My instincts want to pull me away & this is of course supported with the label of bad - undesirable. But if my instincts pull away they are defining with action that this is undesirable.
Can it be possible that all direction in my life is from randomly appearing thoughts?
This gives thoughts quite some power? Or?
Are thoughts needed for direction? Or is direction just happening?
Some action takes place without thought. For example scratching an itch. Jumping out of the way of something.
Other actions have a thought to go with it. (That sometimes appear to go before it) I will now sit at the computer & respond to an email. But I can see that the mind here is on catch up.
Other thoughts seem to be the start or creator.
Like an idea, an invention, a new song or poem or a vision of how you want to decorate a room. In these cases the thoughts seem to come first & dictate the action. It seems to me that without these kind of thoughts (Creative), the action couldn’t take place.
Life just happens. Direction is just happening.
My thoughts support, disapprove & comment in retrospect.
My investigation becomes more challenging, it's difficult to see when my thoughts come up with an idea TO DO something.
I think I’ll clean up my life.
I think I’ll buy a present for my daughter
It’s time to buy a house.
I still cannot see these thoughts in retrospect.
It’s also confusing when I change my mind.
For example, I walk to the other side of the room to sit down, but on the way I decide that I will be better off standing. So I stand instead. What is happening here I wonder? It appears that the thought changed my action.
But on closer inspection. Maybe the thought, only thought it knew (But didn't know) what was going to happen. It predicted me sitting down & presented this as a thought suggesting I should sit down.
Life just happens - I was never going to sit down, I am going to change my location in this room but MIND didn't know.
MIND - There is movement coming, you should go & sit down over there
Life just happens - Stand here
MIND - On second thoughts, it’s probably good for your back if you stand instead of sitting. MIND on catch up.