“Unfortunately with the ‘i’ belief it’s different: unless I actively keep on looking the illusion of ‘i’ will creep up over and over again as soon as I am not looking and I will go back into my default self-identification in a flash... :-(
Is there an „I“ which is able to „actively keep on looking“, or is this another thing that happens on its own?
What if nothing is wrong with standard mode„self-identification“?
Which content has „self-identification“?
Is this more than a thought (word or image)?
What, if this would not vanish after the gate?
“A pretty special place to be, Actual Experience. ;-))
Is there someone "who is in" Actual Experience?
Is there anything outside of experience?
Back in semi-darkness again. I am struggling to find words to express what these questions bring up in me. I feel I am missing something again but don’t know what, that I have gone slightly off track again. I have not a single doubt as to the fact that there is no ‘i’ controlling anything but sometimes (like now) I cannot deny that I can locate an ‘i’ who experiences experience; it is just that, a ‘location’ but it is there, however subtly, so I am thrown by these last questions. For example, how can there be nothing wrong with self-identification when the whole point is to become aware that there is ‘no-self’? Your wise guidance would be much appreciated right now.
Thanks in advance. 🙏🏼