I've chunked all these together. Look at them all. What is speaking here? Do you see it's all thought?YES, when in the throws of drama or pain or fear.
It rejects MY looking in direct experience for unity, wholeness. The seer is not the seen. It is bothered by ME and MY expectations and MY doubts.
It is bothered by ME and MY expectations and MY doubts and MY thoughts.
1) ME, ME, ME and MY expectations, and MY doubts.
2) Direct experience—There is no unity. The seer is not the seen. The desire for seeking is still happening. Wholeness is not there.
I’ve been trying so hard to get rid of ME. ME refuses to leave. It doesn’t exist—never has. Why won’t it just go? I repeat what I know to be the truth about the ME over and over again in my head, every day--DUH!--me talking to me. Enough already!
What tries to look and says it can't?
What is bothered by and wants shot of 'me'?
What has doubts?
What says wholeness is not there? Where did you loom for this answer? In thought? Or what is actually experienced?
What isn't happy with this?
What tries to convince?
What tries! Who is there TO try?
What thinks it can control any of this? Or even understand it!
Ok thanks!I’ll do a bunch of this tomorrow, and report back.
Hugs Sarah xxx