Vivien, what i am after; what i want, is to know my self as no-thing. what i am after; what i want is the purity of a no-i-itude. to use an analogy, i am desiring a reformatting or, if the 'form' in reformatting is still part of the i then what i am after; what i want is to throw away the hard drive altogether.This inquiry WON’T give you anything you are after. It’s the complete opposite of what you want. Is this clear for you?
If yes, why do you want to go on with it?
thank you for your efforting in my direction Vivien. i am open to being wrong here but apparently i am not making headway quick enough with you and in my process it feels like you are becoming frustrated with me and considering the amount of peeps in need, i understand. i take full responsibility for this. i is a tough nut :)
if it is ok with you Vivien, i would like to begin undoing with Okay as per her/his offer...
yes Okay, i would like nothing more than to go through THE GATE. as you may understand after having read some or all of my posts, this i is apparently quite dense and apparently very attached to its existence. i am open to whatever shows up however it shows up and am willing to do whatever it takes to let go of whatever needs letting go in the direction of the liberation of all aspects of this i. Okay, i seriously appreciate your patience in the direction of this i's undoing :)Let´s go through THE GATE if you like.
to begin, is it right to understand
as a reformatting? or is it really like a discarding of the hard drive period? i am sincerely wanting to get this or make it leave as you say.the sensation called "i" to make it leave
i am not understanding you here. can you please explain?As you know guides in LU point to things beside the way that should be watched also.
i am not understanding your question Okay. the only language i am familiar with is english...Which languages coud we use and about what senses should we look first to have the i-feeling?
as far as
is concerned, if i understand you properly, the sense i would like to begin with is hearing.what senses should we look first to have the i-feeling?
sincerely and with Love,