Greetings ~ please can I receive guidance?!
Posted: Thu Aug 15, 2013 10:41 am
Hello, my name is Robyn and I have been on my spiritual journey for quite a number of years. I came across non~duality about 6 months ago and the teachings totally resonated with me. I have since been reading various books and listening to many different teachers on youtube. I found Tony Parson's energy great (went to see him a couple of times), but I prefer a teacher who points to self-enquiry and direct experience such as Rupert Spira. I have done my own "investigating" and have concluded that there is no sign of a "me" anywhere to be found yet the illusion of self is so strong that I find that I get pulled back into separation quite easily and it is hard to fully live a non~dual life which is my main aim. I don't want to just grasp this intellectually or conceptually, I actually want to "live it". I am aware that I am "presence" and everything is happening in that, but the old story of "me" still wants to dominate and I need some guidance to rid myself fully from this illusion. I am also aware that this teaching seems to be beyond words and the intellect (or mind) just serves to pull us back into duality. I hope I'm making some sense here....I would just like some clarity and pointers from someone who is liberated. I have incidentally read "liberation Unleashed" which I found to be very helpful. Thank you in advance, look forward to meeting my guide!