No way!I’m offering you a get out
Do you think that i'm only doing this for you? There is much benefit and pleasure for vince in doing this. It keeps the journey of discovery alive and up front.
Now get this.. there is no end point for this 'journey'. When we reach a certain 'point', you will fly off on your own. Maybe you will pay it forward and help others through this seeking stage. If you do, you will discover how it helps to further Helen towards Buddhahood. (or something)
That "certain point" maybe close or far away. i don't focus on it. i don't even experience patience, as i'm not waiting for something. Oh, i do wait for your posts, and experience some pleasure when i see one.
The only reason that you won't is if you quit. ..and even then, i like to think that life-ing will be easier for you than it was when you decided to do something about it.I really don’t think I will ever get this.
i do get what you are saying, but that's actually impossible in a literal sense. Everything is always changing. If it seems the same it's because you aren't looking close enough.I am stuck in ‘this can’t be,
It can take a while to integrate what you saw with the cup exercise. For Helen to start experiencing that all she is, is the experiencing that is currently happening.
When that experiencing has unpleasant components, you will (eventually) willingly surrender to it, knowing that it's the quickest way out of it. (think of the song "Whatever will be will be")
Knowing that any resistance to it will only make it worse. Then in the midst of turmoil, you will experience peace.
Haha. Consider the phrase "spent time". You say "given time". Well, i guess that you have yet to experience the totality of NOW. ..but you probably have. Have you ever experiences something so beautiful that it absorbed your total attention? That for a moment there was no thought of it ending? There was just THIS?I have given all this time
i understand doubt and a sense of failure. i have (vague) memories, although they seem to have happened to another Vince now. They will pass.look where it’s got me’
You've said it well. Ha, i just realized that what i said about being totally in the NOW, you have experience with this expression of hopelessness. For a moment you were so completely involved in it. You were the experiencing. Can you grok this ?I just don’t know what to say
Does this feeling come from a story? (laugh if you see it)I feel guilty for taking up your time.