Is it totally clear that there is no such thing a chooser?
Looking again....no such thing as a chooser
Is it totally clear that there is no such thing as choice or free will?
If not, please write some examples when it seems to be otherwise
sometimes when not looking, it can seem like there is such a thing as a chooser and and some free will, but when looking is happening it is clear that there is neither. not sure how to say this so it makes sense....more and more, immediately after an action has been performed or while speaking it's clear that "I" am not doing any of it---like on auto pilot; not sure if that is LOOKING, or something else...?? that is a question to you please. :) part of my question here, too, is when you ask above if it's "totally" clear, does that mean that it's clear all the time? or can i answer yes to your first two questions if when looking i can see...or it's seen clearly?
Can it be known how tall the body is?
"i' even stood up...thoughts saying: 'I'm going to look in every crevice and crack, leave no stone unturned, as far as able to make sure "i" see the truth.' Answer: No
Does the body have a weight or volume?
In the actual experience does the body have a shape or a form?
I almost feel like i'm on acid...Answer: No. (who feels like they're on acid?) noticing is happening.
Is there a boundary between the body and the clothing?
no. this is weird :)
Is there a boundary between the body and the chair?
geeze, no. it's like the chair and my laptop and the body are one thing, but none of them have shapes or forms
Is there an inside or an outside?
More flickering, but when paying attention to pure sensation only, there is no such thing as an inside or outside. i like that feeling. who likes that feeling? ...thoughts 'talking.'
If there is an inside - the inside of what exactly?
If there is an outside - the outside of what exactly?
What does the word/label ‘body’ ACTUALLY refer to?
a thought? maybe some sensations?
What is the ACTUAL experience of the body?
there isn't one.
it took me more than 15 minutes to answer these questions, but i'm ok with that.
Thank you for taking the time to help me.