So sorry to be late replying. For some reason the email notification landed in my spam.. 😳 Apologies.
It is completely clear that there is no free will. Things just happen. Letting this flow is amazingly easy,... when the realisation of no-free-will surprises "me" it can be truly hilarious, and I burst into giggles, and then giggles at not having a real choice about giggling
When I say to you now " there is no self" what comes up?