Thanks for the answers Paul.
Yes. There is a definite change in my attitude. I am much less interested in offering an opinion or defending a position. Things which I would have considered important before seem trivial now. There is a sense of ease that comes with this, hard to describe but I suppose a bit like putting down a heavy weight. There is also conflict though. I’m not sure how to behave around people now.
Behaving or misbehaving will happen. They have nothing to do with a "you".
Actually it does not make so much difference how you behave. Which thought can you choose ? So which action is chosen ?
They all appear it self automaticly.
All is good. All is well. just enjoy the show, your conditioning will work for you like a puppet without a puppetmaster which is called life :)