liberation

[sensey]

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this? I - it is just a concept. A set of ideas and programs. which seems to be real. but if I try to find it I can't.

What are you looking for at LU? I want to find the Truth. Be free from illusions. And the greatest illusion is "I". I like to be free and act freely. And I want to discover unconditional permanent love within myself. I want to realise more deep that "I" is not existing . This "I" is tricky. And I want to be free from all my masks. Be real. Just be myself without interpretations. without ideas who am I. And whom I should me. I want to live in present. And discover that "power of now" .

What do you expect from a guided conversation? I expect help in finding and discovering my illusions. and destroying them. and find the Truth beyond that . I hope it will help me to see how I is pretending to be real. And how I can go beyond that.

What is your experience in terms of spiritual practices, seeking and inquiry? I practiced daily meditation and yoga since 2010. And I was monk for 10 years. Lived in monastery for 2,5 years. searching for the Truth. serving people. meditate daily 2-3 hours. and during day also continue practice of repeating mantra, self enquiry 'Who am I?'.
I had some experiences. One time my mind become calm for 3 days. Stoped talking. Only peace, silence, happiness. and many others experiences of unconditional love. Feeling of God. Rising kundalini. some times feeling is so strong that I can't move. but after that my I appears again. And I feel limited.

On a scale from 1 to 10, how willing are you to question any currently held beliefs about 'self? 10