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by Andrei
Fri Oct 13, 2017 5:16 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: what I am looking not to find
Replies: 47
Views: 1982

Re: what I am looking not to find

I would suggest not focusing on anything. Try to let go completely. Just be aware of what goes on. Basically, just watch. Focusing on something might impede the process, like holding onto something. But this is just what worked for me. You can personalize the meditation to something that suits you. ...
by Andrei
Thu Oct 12, 2017 6:50 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: what I am looking not to find
Replies: 47
Views: 1982

Re: what I am looking not to find

How are you with meditation? I was stuck at the awareness level just like you. I thought "I" was that which was noticing everything going on - probably one of the most perfidious "levels" of self because it's hard to prove wrong. After all, awareness is, isn't it? One day I went to meditate. I relax...
by Andrei
Thu Oct 12, 2017 5:32 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Never too late!
Replies: 131
Views: 7890

Re: Never too late!

And about thinking, some thoughts are necessary, but where is the line which thoughts are from the 'self' and which are not? Have you fond that line? Can you give examples of self-thoughts and non-self-thoughts? What I meant with "things just happen for the best" - was that WITHOUT mind/self involv...
by Andrei
Wed Oct 11, 2017 5:21 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: what I am looking not to find
Replies: 47
Views: 1982

Re: what I am looking not to find

You seem to be stuck at the awareness level so you probably won't get anywhere until you fix that one. You already know what the problem is. You know what you need to look at - that if you want to get anywhere.
I gave you a few pointers below. Have you actually tried any of it?
by Andrei
Tue Oct 10, 2017 7:39 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Never too late!
Replies: 131
Views: 7890

Re: Never too late!

The natural flow makes things happen, everything goes fluently without any force. And how exactly did you reached that conclusion? Is there a "natural flow" to be found anywhere? how things just happen for the best at last. So you want to "let things happen" for MORE good things to happen? That sou...
by Andrei
Tue Oct 10, 2017 5:14 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Never too late!
Replies: 131
Views: 7890

Re: Never too late!

No, I meant these: Decisions, intentions, choices etc.just happen when you let them happen without mind's control. And I have notice that result is best for 'me' if my mind is not involved in it. There is no need for 'free will', because I am free when just let things happen without forse. I am not ...
by Andrei
Sun Oct 08, 2017 6:12 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Never too late!
Replies: 131
Views: 7890

Re: Never too late!

Somehow it's still unclear how all happens. I am confused. If I'm hungry, don't I wish food to eat? Or does the food just come somewere without asking? You're not looking. That is the problem. And about thinking, some thoughts are necessary, but where is the line which thoughts are from the 'self' ...
by Andrei
Sun Oct 08, 2017 5:53 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Never too late!
Replies: 131
Views: 7890

Re: Never too late!

Decisions, intentions, choices etc.just happen when you let them happen without mind's control. And I have notice that result is best for 'me' if my mind is not involved in it. There is no need for 'free will', because I am free when just let things happen without forse. I am not responsible for an...
by Andrei
Thu Oct 05, 2017 5:34 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Never too late!
Replies: 131
Views: 7890

Re: Never too late!

Good :) I have 6 more questions for you. They encompass pretty much everything we talked about so some things might repeat themselves. Please take your time. I will, afterwards, asks other guides to have a look as well, see if there's anything we missed talking about, so it would be great if you cou...
by Andrei
Thu Oct 05, 2017 4:06 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Never too late!
Replies: 131
Views: 7890

Re: Never too late!

Glad to hear that.
Are there any doubts at all about seeing through the illusion of the separate self?
by Andrei
Thu Oct 05, 2017 5:16 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Never too late!
Replies: 131
Views: 7890

Re: Never too late!

I was talking about your awareness. Anything personal going on there?
Anything that feels personal left anywhere?
by Andrei
Wed Oct 04, 2017 4:22 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: what I am looking not to find
Replies: 47
Views: 1982

Re: what I am looking not to find

Ok. I asked you before if there's a watcher separated from the seen and you told me that they appear at the same time. I took that as you were clear that watching is just happening. In that case there is nobody being aware of awareness. Awareness simply happens as well. You are not aware of a "you" ...
by Andrei
Wed Oct 04, 2017 4:11 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Never too late!
Replies: 131
Views: 7890

Re: Never too late!

Yes, thanks, got that.
Afterwards I asked you something totally different.
by Andrei
Tue Oct 03, 2017 9:09 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Never too late!
Replies: 131
Views: 7890

Re: Never too late!

What about the platform on which things happen, call it mind-screen, call it awareness, etc. Is that a deeper level of the "self" or is something else, maybe even just another bodily function?
by Andrei
Tue Oct 03, 2017 6:25 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: what I am looking not to find
Replies: 47
Views: 1982

Re: what I am looking not to find

How can one be aware of awareness? You're either aware or you're not. There is no effort involved. It's natural to lose focus and get back into mind-mode every now and then and start weaving stories again but if you're speaking about "drowning" into them then maybe it's not being aware that which yo...

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