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by gazzam
Thu Sep 06, 2012 8:09 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go
Replies: 50
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Re: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go

Observation yes , I am going to change from a thinker, to an observer and an experiencer! I have been a thinker for far to long. (actually, don't need to think any more, that's taken care of automatically by the mind.) Do you understand what I mean ? Do you need to wait any longer for the anti-Santa...
by gazzam
Thu Sep 06, 2012 7:06 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go
Replies: 50
Views: 4509

Re: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go

Hi Jim i had a bit more time today to experience and observe. at this very moment there is no separate self' 1. puzzles me that nothing major comes up re your question It's like: OK yes i can accept that because i know in mind there is no separate self. but, i need to still see, that its not there ....
by gazzam
Wed Sep 05, 2012 10:06 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go
Replies: 50
Views: 4509

Re: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go

'at this very moment there is no separate self' ?
"Blank" no feelings
G
by gazzam
Wed Sep 05, 2012 8:23 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go
Replies: 50
Views: 4509

Re: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go

What comes up now what I say: 'right now, there is no separate I, me, or self' ? Jim i dont really understand this question ??? what comes up now what i say : ?? taking a guess it maybe should read. "what comes up now when i say : 'right now, is there no separate I,me, or self ? Jim I use speculati...
by gazzam
Wed Sep 05, 2012 6:41 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go
Replies: 50
Views: 4509

Re: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go

Have to tell you jim, it takes me a lot of will power to wait for your responses , just want to read and watch every thing on this site , but im not going to !
Guessing it must be part of the journey to take it slowly . and i made a pact with you.
just needed to say this ,
G
by gazzam
Wed Sep 05, 2012 5:08 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go
Replies: 50
Views: 4509

Re: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go

1. Sit quietly, and notice what is real: body, furniture, feelings, thoughts, sensations, surroundings. Can you find an “I” here? Or are there just thoughts, feelings, sensations, images, sounds ? No i cant find an "I" there just objects sounds images as you say thoughts feelings just coming and go...
by gazzam
Tue Sep 04, 2012 8:29 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go
Replies: 50
Views: 4509

Re: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go

I need to work with these for today , but ! direct experience is the key i see that now , not thinking ! No.2 I am starting to see now , my eyes are like security cameras, there's no one actually looking ,they are just lens that are relaying an image no matter where i turn my head. and objects in th...
by gazzam
Tue Sep 04, 2012 9:48 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go
Replies: 50
Views: 4509

Re: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go

Could it be that 'Gary' is a label for a body and a set of thoughts and that is all ? i think that that is a very good description of me, if i look at my self . what you have suggested seems very apt. i thought about being ,feelings as well as thoughts, but then realized they stem from a thought . ...
by gazzam
Tue Sep 04, 2012 1:56 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go
Replies: 50
Views: 4509

Re: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go

"what is doing the thinking" ( a carbon based life form ) named gary ? Expanding on that JIm, im going to say it has to be the brain . I think the brain, is a resourse that can be accessed on demand for information, that has accumilated from the sum total of your life experiances. I see, Thoughts th...
by gazzam
Mon Sep 03, 2012 11:06 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go
Replies: 50
Views: 4509

Re: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go

I can see that and it arises regualy through out the day It is Not possible i suppose . i suppose im only able to dismiss it as a thought the moment i reconize it . Its very hard to see something thats not there , most likely why i cant find it . jim i think i may be trying to lable self ,as ego or ...
by gazzam
Mon Sep 03, 2012 8:24 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go
Replies: 50
Views: 4509

Re: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go

hi Jim what comes up is , excitement at the possibility of finally seeing that. I understand logically or intellectually that there is no self , as i would understand that anger is from loss (i see that) . Anger i have seen and i see the loss it came from ,but i think to my self how on earth do i ac...
by gazzam
Mon Sep 03, 2012 11:46 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go
Replies: 50
Views: 4509

Re: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go

Hi jimw Expectations : challenging, but swift procedure through the gate, into the realm of complete oneness with out self . the joy of loss of ego and Id. opening a new path/paths for understanding and helping others. why is Gary here , because he,s being searching for and moving towards this point...
by gazzam
Mon Sep 03, 2012 11:04 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go
Replies: 50
Views: 4509

Re: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go

Im ready and agree to all of the above Gary
by gazzam
Mon Sep 03, 2012 10:41 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go
Replies: 50
Views: 4509

Re: ok intellectually stuck ready for guide in 3.2.1..go

ready :) thanks jimw

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