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by blueg
Tue Jun 10, 2014 11:13 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: will you guide me please Ilona?
Replies: 61
Views: 3960

Re: will you guide me please Ilona?

Hiya Pete I got your PM but your private message receipt has been disabled so I can't reply yet. You can adjust the settings in profile if you want. I've had a look but can't see how to enable the PM receipt, could you explain please? 'This is unclear to me - How could a story restrict something tha...
by blueg
Mon Jun 09, 2014 9:58 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: will you guide me please Ilona?
Replies: 61
Views: 3960

Re: will you guide me please Ilona?

Hiya Pete 1) With regard to your answer to QI, he's looking for a more straightforward 'no', rather than your 'No' when listening to the rain outside in the stillness. He says he doesn't mean this flippantly, but does this factor in the equation? Why mention it? Because the questions came after the ...
by blueg
Sun Jun 08, 2014 7:21 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: will you guide me please Ilona?
Replies: 61
Views: 3960

Re: will you guide me please Ilona?

Hiya Pete Well the storm has blown through me and passed and for now I feel alive and awake. 5) Describe decision, intention, free will, choice and control. What makes things happen? How does it work? What are you responsible for? Give examples from recent experience. Well on a simple level as I was...
by blueg
Sat Jun 07, 2014 12:25 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: will you guide me please Ilona?
Replies: 61
Views: 3960

Re: will you guide me please Ilona?

Hiya Pete 1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever? Again sitting here, listening to the rain outside, in the stillness, I can answer from direct experience that there isn't a separate me. And the question of was there ever from this...
by blueg
Fri Jun 06, 2014 6:55 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: will you guide me please Ilona?
Replies: 61
Views: 3960

Re: will you guide me please Ilona?

Hiya Pete

Thanks for your reply which I read this morning. I'll reply over the weekend it that's okay, I've had a long day at work and I want to reply when I've more time and space.

bluex
by blueg
Thu Jun 05, 2014 3:32 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: will you guide me please Ilona?
Replies: 61
Views: 3960

Re: will you guide me please Ilona?

Hiya Pete Just what I needed, I also feel some of the terrible thoughts and feelings that I referred to beginning to wane for now. It feels liberating to be pinned down to the truth (or unshackled from the illusive thoughts). This question is about whether you can find a separate self that is seeing...
by blueg
Wed Jun 04, 2014 1:40 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: will you guide me please Ilona?
Replies: 61
Views: 3960

Re: will you guide me please Ilona?

Hiya Pete The last few days I have been somewhat besieged by 'bad' feelings of unworthiness, shame etc. which are familiar and from time to time get a hold on me. Partly because of also being busy with work over the weekend I've struggled to remember to come back to my DE and got caught believing th...
by blueg
Tue Jun 03, 2014 6:59 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: will you guide me please Ilona?
Replies: 61
Views: 3960

Re: will you guide me please Ilona?

hiya Pete

Just a quick note to say thanks for your response and that I'll check in again tomorrow. I seem to be coming down with something, not feeling very well today.

bluex
by blueg
Mon Jun 02, 2014 12:50 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: will you guide me please Ilona?
Replies: 61
Views: 3960

Re: will you guide me please Ilona?

Hiya Pete Because of my being away this weekend, I feel I've lost a bit of the continuity. It's good to be back now anyway. I've been mulling these questions over from time to time and I think what I've come up against is a habit of mine to think I have to do things in a certain way, i.e. 'properly'...
by blueg
Sun Jun 01, 2014 8:38 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: will you guide me please Ilona?
Replies: 61
Views: 3960

Re: will you guide me please Ilona?

thanks Pete for reminding me that only a brief reply is needed, will write in the morning.

bluex
by blueg
Sat May 31, 2014 7:23 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: will you guide me please Ilona?
Replies: 61
Views: 3960

Re: will you guide me please Ilona?

hiya Pete

Thanks, just a quick note. I'm away today and tomorrow, so not much time for written reply, but I'm going to write the five questions down and ponder them. I may be able to check in tomorrow (Sunday) evening briefly, otherwise it'll be Monday morning.

best
bluex
by blueg
Fri May 30, 2014 8:00 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: will you guide me please Ilona?
Replies: 61
Views: 3960

Re: will you guide me please Ilona?

hiya Pete

I'll be home again myself on Saturday evening, so will pick you up then.

I keeps on lookin'......

bluex
by blueg
Thu May 29, 2014 8:30 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: will you guide me please Ilona?
Replies: 61
Views: 3960

Re: will you guide me please Ilona?

hiya Pete If you still have some doubts, next time a relatively important decision needs to be made,and you can feel the tension around that, look for a chooser. As I'm looking into this I'm aware that I can't find a chooser, but notice just how much time my thoughts are engaged with planning what i...
by blueg
Wed May 28, 2014 1:54 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: will you guide me please Ilona?
Replies: 61
Views: 3960

Re: will you guide me please Ilona?

Hiya Pete Raise your right arm (or don’t). In that process of raising the right arm (or not), a decision is made, or at least something happens (or doesn’t). But can you pinpoint the actual moment of choice and find the actual entity that appears to be making that choice? In direct experience, can t...
by blueg
Mon May 26, 2014 7:54 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: will you guide me please Ilona?
Replies: 61
Views: 3960

Re: will you guide me please Ilona?

hiya Pete I'm back. And can you see in direct experience that these 'other things' that are being done at the same time are also just happening without any doer? Yes I can see that. Looking in direct experience, can you find any actions that arise in response to seeing? If so, please describe what h...

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