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by BlakeRP
Mon Jul 29, 2013 1:30 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I seem to be seeking a Guide
Replies: 38
Views: 3862

Re: I seem to be seeking a Guide

One of the biggest things I was afraid of was that I would lose the energy work and those journeys into different realms of consciousness because there wouldn't be anyone there to do it, there wouldn't be any reason to - and yet, I'm still doing it. In fact, it's gotten even better. Heck, the entire...
by BlakeRP
Sun Jul 28, 2013 10:57 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I seem to be seeking a Guide
Replies: 38
Views: 3862

Re: I seem to be seeking a Guide

Now I know what 6 is, because the great poet himself popped into my mind to remind me. In giving you answers to the first 5 questions, there implies a knowledge of some sort, an ability to say "This is what I am, or at least what I understand." But no, that's not the case. In the beautiful words of ...
by BlakeRP
Sun Jul 28, 2013 10:42 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I seem to be seeking a Guide
Replies: 38
Views: 3862

Re: I seem to be seeking a Guide

1. I can't remember where on this site I read this example, but it works. Someone once said, "Is there a thing you can point to that is 'school'? There's a building, there's desks, books, kids, teachers, but is there any one separate individual thing you can grab and say THAT is 'school'?" So, the a...
by BlakeRP
Sun Jul 28, 2013 8:28 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I seem to be seeking a Guide
Replies: 38
Views: 3862

Re: I seem to be seeking a Guide

Yes, the separate self is an illusion - but like Einstein said, "The world we see before us is an illusion, albeit a very persistent one." So now there is an acceptance that this character called Blake will feel separate and see separateness, and sometimes get stuck in the mire of emotional attachme...
by BlakeRP
Sun Jul 28, 2013 3:58 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I seem to be seeking a Guide
Replies: 38
Views: 3862

Re: I seem to be seeking a Guide

Life itself, the Beingness, the Oneness, whatever inadequate term used. The best way I can describe it is that The Thing Itself enjoys all of the characters, stories, and plot twists of Life. So it births Itself into these stories and lets Itself fall asleep into the story, until a moment comes when...
by BlakeRP
Sun Jul 28, 2013 3:44 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I seem to be seeking a Guide
Replies: 38
Views: 3862

Re: I seem to be seeking a Guide

The awkwardness has kind of shifted into this... Settlingness? I mean, I feel more identified with this personality than I did before. Whereas there were plenty of moments where I felt there was really no one and nothing "doing" what was being done, now I feel normal. Well, as close to normal as I c...
by BlakeRP
Wed Jul 24, 2013 7:03 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I seem to be seeking a Guide
Replies: 38
Views: 3862

Re: I seem to be seeking a Guide

Tomorrow I fly out to Louisiana, but I have some time right now to write whatever obviously needs to be written, because it's happening, haha. Something that I have learned to accept is that memory and thoughts are extremely imperfect and limited, often downright wrong. There are also culturally and...
by BlakeRP
Mon Jul 22, 2013 1:15 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I seem to be seeking a Guide
Replies: 38
Views: 3862

Re: I seem to be seeking a Guide

An unstoppable and uninterrupted stream of miracles and life-altering experiences within and around me from one moment to the next. Effortlessly I was moved, moment by moment, where I needed to be, saying what needed to be said, doing what needed to be done. I even met someone with a similar perspec...
by BlakeRP
Wed Jul 17, 2013 7:19 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I seem to be seeking a Guide
Replies: 38
Views: 3862

Re: I seem to be seeking a Guide

There's a sense of I'ness that is required to function throughout daily communication. I spent the whole of today kind of observing from a new perspective. I often realized that I seemingly had "gone back to sleep" and was completely living from the I-dentity of Blake, but from a new way. Everything...
by BlakeRP
Tue Jul 16, 2013 6:41 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I seem to be seeking a Guide
Replies: 38
Views: 3862

Re: I seem to be seeking a Guide

I will admit, I have just been smoking. I live in California, you can imagine what. But... I saw something tonight. Or I think I see something. That is, nothing. You're right, I think? There's... no one there, but there is. Life has always been happening, and there's what this Life calls Blake happe...
by BlakeRP
Mon Jul 15, 2013 5:25 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I seem to be seeking a Guide
Replies: 38
Views: 3862

Re: I seem to be seeking a Guide

To explain how I see all of that requires a bit of theory drawn from my mystical learning, but I see the whole being as threefold in nature. There are three interconnected aspects of human consciousness. There's the subconscious mind or the lower self, the part which regulates our autonomic function...
by BlakeRP
Mon Jul 15, 2013 2:17 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I seem to be seeking a Guide
Replies: 38
Views: 3862

Re: I seem to be seeking a Guide

As I look around the room, I know what I see when I see it. If I let my attention sit on it long enough, the word for it appears. The labeling function itself isn't something I can focus on, I just observe it happening, arising ALMOST effortlessly. If the word doesn't come immediately, there's a sli...
by BlakeRP
Sun Jul 14, 2013 8:22 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I seem to be seeking a Guide
Replies: 38
Views: 3862

Re: I seem to be seeking a Guide

I apologize for being gone for about a month. After reflecting on our conversations, I kind of just let Life distract me until I had a few conversations with my father (Francis Kenney). Even though my thoughts told me I had decided this wasn't for me, because I don't agree with your philosophy, list...
by BlakeRP
Tue Jun 11, 2013 3:28 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I seem to be seeking a Guide
Replies: 38
Views: 3862

Re: I seem to be seeking a Guide

I'm still sitting with these, but I don't think doing any more sitting before I start writing will do me any good so here goes. In looking for "I/me" I can't find "I" it's part of the thoughts. I can't find, see, grab, taste, touch or hear "me" but at the same time I can't shake this sense of me-nes...
by BlakeRP
Mon Jun 10, 2013 9:42 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: I seem to be seeking a Guide
Replies: 38
Views: 3862

Re: I seem to be seeking a Guide

There are "I/me" thoughts that are just as much a thought coming in as any other thought that pops in. But then there's the thinker which uses the words "I/me" to indicate itself. The thinker, of course, I know is the "habitus" a sociology term meaning the entire matrix of experiences, memories, les...

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