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by s-p-a-c-e
Sat May 30, 2020 3:31 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Curious
Replies: 27
Views: 530

Re: Curious

Hiya Nic, Yeah, it's lovely. :) What do you make of Nic being this mirage? I range from really funny, fascinating to ffs all of this time who I thought it I was is a mirage!! Mostly I feel relieved. Like I've always had a sense of something being a bit off but not knowing what. Even as a small child...
by s-p-a-c-e
Fri May 29, 2020 7:38 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking for Truth
Replies: 24
Views: 459

Re: Looking for Truth

Hi Helen, Hi John I know people talk about this stuff as a journey, but I prefer the adventure of life. :) Yes I much prefer that too! :) Thank you for being my guide and helping me to get through the confusion I had after my experience a few weeks ago. I think I was trying to make sense of it in my...
by s-p-a-c-e
Fri May 29, 2020 1:22 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Curious
Replies: 27
Views: 530

Re: Curious

Hiya Nic, Yes, I love that distinction. Think I've picked up nonduality language that doesnt really fit with how it seems to me at the moment. Yes, the character Nic is real but it not what it seems. Like a mirage is a real mirage but it isn't made of water. Spot on. Yes, that feels right No, Nic is...
by s-p-a-c-e
Thu May 28, 2020 12:17 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking for Truth
Replies: 24
Views: 459

Re: Looking for Truth

Hi Helen, I find that am losing interest in the illusion of the separate self and just want to follow my intuition which is telling me to ponder the words and phrases that are making my heart fill with joy e.g. 'surrender'. When I think about identity, ego, self etc I notice that I get too much in m...
by s-p-a-c-e
Wed May 27, 2020 10:26 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Balance
Replies: 18
Views: 266

Re: Balance

Ok, thanks. One more fancy question.

Describe decision, intention, free will, choice and control. What makes things happen?
How does it work? What are you responsible for? Give examples from experience.

Anything else to add?

Thanks,
John
by s-p-a-c-e
Wed May 27, 2020 1:32 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truly Desperately Lost
Replies: 208
Views: 7420

Re: Truly Desperately Lost

Hi, as harsh as it came, it quickly ran out of energy and is almost gone. Strange. Happens all the time. A bit like rodeo. Thought I tamed the beast, but then another wild but brief round of bucking. We both are exhausted and breathe heavily. Conflict is how we learn, So we get good at handling conf...
by s-p-a-c-e
Tue May 26, 2020 11:27 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Curious
Replies: 27
Views: 530

Re: Curious

Hi Nic, Thanks for getting back to me. Hope you had a good bank holiday if you had one wherever you are. Been lovely thanks - DIY day today, have chisel will travel. :) I've been exploring 'Nic', I can't find a place in the body where Nic might reside. I feel if I had a whole body transplant the sen...
by s-p-a-c-e
Tue May 26, 2020 11:03 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking for Truth
Replies: 24
Views: 459

Re: Looking for Truth

Hi Helen, There was still some emotion being released through crying and laughter earlier in the day but feeling more peaceful now. I noticed today that although the commentary of the mind is still there, and sometimes busy, it is not really bothering me and I feel more relaxed about it. When I was ...
by s-p-a-c-e
Tue May 26, 2020 1:10 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking for Truth
Replies: 24
Views: 459

Re: Looking for Truth

Thank you for your support John, I wasn't expecting all the emotion I've been experiencing over the last couple of days. There was so much love and compassion for the self with some sadness too but it seemed to dissolve and I am feeling more stable again. I really appreciate your guidance in helpin...
by s-p-a-c-e
Tue May 26, 2020 1:09 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Balance
Replies: 18
Views: 266

Re: Balance

So many fancy questions :) How does it feel to see this? What is the difference from before you started this dialogue? Please report from the past few days. - I would consider THIS starting since realizing there's no me. I've been floating and just exploring life. Earlier the difference being on lo...
by s-p-a-c-e
Mon May 25, 2020 11:39 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truly Desperately Lost
Replies: 208
Views: 7420

Re: Truly Desperately Lost

last day was total disaster. Crashed hard. My partner did unwillingly pull a string and all that sadness and negativity came back and washed me away. Really pathetic. Partly I was just noticing it unfolding, partly I was totally trapped and caught by the unfolding. It took me very much by surprise....
by s-p-a-c-e
Mon May 25, 2020 4:20 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Balance
Replies: 18
Views: 266

Re: Balance

Ok, thank you. A couple more... :)

How does it feel to see this? What is the difference from before you started this dialogue?
Please report from the past few days.

What was the last bit that pushed you over; made you look?


Thanks,
John
by s-p-a-c-e
Mon May 25, 2020 2:14 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Balance
Replies: 18
Views: 266

Re: Balance

Would not say believer: meant if saying for persons what's happening that if you're in good mood this results good things in your life. This fits to concept of LOA. I dont't care about those concepts overall. What kind of is your path? Ok, thanks. Now, what response shows up with these two exercise...
by s-p-a-c-e
Sun May 24, 2020 11:24 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking for Truth
Replies: 24
Views: 459

Re: Looking for Truth

Hi Helen, I've been feeling a bit emotional today, frustration and moments of joy, not sure why but I've been pondering on the pull felt between being and the Helen persona and the intense love and compassion I felt for the Helen persona from being. The more we feel our being, the more we see the ga...
by s-p-a-c-e
Sun May 24, 2020 10:36 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truly Desperately Lost
Replies: 208
Views: 7420

Re: Truly Desperately Lost

Hi Matthias, read book, cried, thank you John. I cried writing it at times too. :) But yes, Nesforz doesn't fuck about. Long read: Resisted for a week, but could not help it to follow the hint in your posts and read the free part of your book. Was hooked immediately, got the whole thing and was fini...

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