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by Profilific
Mon Aug 13, 2012 9:56 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Help please
Replies: 65
Views: 5093

Re: Help please

Thanks! I really appreciate your help :)
A pm will be sent!
by Profilific
Sun Aug 12, 2012 9:37 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Help please
Replies: 65
Views: 5093

Re: Help please

I'd say three things. First when I found this website and started looking. Secondly when I realized that I didn't look honestly enough (I mostly used cached answers, or didn't look long enough). And what cemented the view was reading that dialogue I previously linked to.
by Profilific
Sat Aug 11, 2012 6:30 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Help please
Replies: 65
Views: 5093

Re: Help please

Decisions are made by themselves. Thoughts arise that seemingly decide but this may fall away. Sometimes it seems that an I decide when I get pulled into the story, but when truth is seen it is noticed that is there no one there to decide. There is no need for an decider and one doesn't exist either.
by Profilific
Fri Aug 10, 2012 2:21 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Help please
Replies: 65
Views: 5093

Re: Help please

The illusion of seperate self. The illusion of seperate self starts with a belief that there is this thing called a self, which everything happens to. The self have thoughts, the self hears, the self sees, the self smells etc. But there is no self to be found anywhere in reality, it's only a thought...
by Profilific
Fri Aug 10, 2012 1:02 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Help please
Replies: 65
Views: 5093

Re: Help please

No. It just doesn't work out in reality. There has never been a doer, a thinker etc. I can't imagine a world, with our physical laws, where a solid self that could do all of those things exist
by Profilific
Fri Aug 10, 2012 12:49 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Help please
Replies: 65
Views: 5093

Re: Help please

Life is just happening, cause and affect. There's no one there to control the show.
by Profilific
Fri Aug 10, 2012 12:47 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Help please
Replies: 65
Views: 5093

Re: Help please

Ok, I read this blog: http://clearliberty.blogspot.se/2011/07/capn-dave.html#comment-form And answering the questions honestly as well, (e.g, reading the diaogue, seeing the question and then answering for myself before reading on). And now I'm 100% there is no self. It's just brain activity and I c...
by Profilific
Thu Aug 09, 2012 5:49 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Help please
Replies: 65
Views: 5093

Re: Help please

Ok, I've think I got it. I divided all my senses into touch (temperature, tactile sensation etc), feeling sensations (sensations of fear, sadness, anger etc), sound (hearing), seeing (eyesight) and thoughts. Of course there are other sense as well (acceleration), taste, smelling, balance, but they a...
by Profilific
Thu Aug 09, 2012 3:05 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Help please
Replies: 65
Views: 5093

Re: Help please

I will do this. About this quote (from a previous post): Looking into the experience again and again, looking into -what's looking- will eventually dissolve the sense of contraction of isolated personal „I“. Is that another step from the seeing of no-self? Are they to different steps? The seeing of ...
by Profilific
Thu Aug 09, 2012 2:06 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Help please
Replies: 65
Views: 5093

Re: Help please

That article was helpful. Maybe I have the insight already then. Do I believe in a self? Well, there is a sense of self, but there is no solid self. And there is no controller, only a sense of one. Logically I can see all of this, but that doesn't mean I live it so to speak. I can see the I as a tho...
by Profilific
Thu Aug 09, 2012 1:06 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Help please
Replies: 65
Views: 5093

Re: Help please

Ok! So my direct experience now is that I'm asking that question over and over again, but I can't find any self in my direct experience, but there's still a sense of self, a sense of agency, a sense of controlling. That's what is seemingly getting weaker. I can't find a real self but the belief hasn...
by Profilific
Thu Aug 09, 2012 12:30 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Help please
Replies: 65
Views: 5093

Re: Help please

I'm asking this question over and over and try to look in my direct experience, and when fear comes up, I just try to be aware of the sensation. And it seems to slowly burn away the personal I, the sense of it. Is this correct? Am I doing wha t you asked me to? The personal I seems to get weaker and...
by Profilific
Thu Aug 09, 2012 7:26 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Help please
Replies: 65
Views: 5093

Re: Help please

I realized now that I haven't REALLY looked. I will start doing it now. Is there something you want me to really look at so I then can give you my honest experience?
by Profilific
Wed Aug 08, 2012 12:34 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Help please
Replies: 65
Views: 5093

Re: Help please

Thank you for your answer! Ok, so my current experience, after looking into my experience and letting go as best I could etc, is that something happened and I now see things as just happening. For example I get lost in thoughts, and instead of there being thoughts of taking ownership/responsibility ...
by Profilific
Wed Aug 08, 2012 10:58 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Help please
Replies: 65
Views: 5093

Re: Help please

Just a question. The way I question the beliefs, is that I ask something then try to observe if that's true or not, and then getting the answer as yes or no. But my mind is a really anxious mind, so if I get an answer that seems really true, it comes up with a bunch of rationalizations why it may no...

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