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by AM I?
Mon Mar 25, 2013 1:57 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Once again, fuck...
Replies: 43
Views: 3913

Re: Once again, fuck...

"I" might be seriously ill, now I'm much more motivated to 'transcend the ego'.

I'm still here, I'm inside my thoughts and in my nerves, I am the nervous system, I exist only in the brain and nerves.

Who want's to discuss?
by AM I?
Sat Feb 16, 2013 2:21 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Once again, fuck...
Replies: 43
Views: 3913

Re: Once again, fuck...

no & no
by AM I?
Fri Feb 15, 2013 10:43 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Once again, fuck...
Replies: 43
Views: 3913

Re: Once again, fuck...

Sometimes there are no specific thoughts, only feelings, but most of the time memories are popping up, like places or events associated with particular feeling.
by AM I?
Fri Feb 15, 2013 12:35 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Once again, fuck...
Replies: 43
Views: 3913

Re: Once again, fuck...

Suprisingly I've done that about an hour before your post.
When I 'welcome' my sensations I feel weakness, sadness and compassion towards myself.
It seems to be one of my new ways to letting go of my buried emotions.
by AM I?
Thu Feb 14, 2013 8:01 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Once again, fuck...
Replies: 43
Views: 3913

Re: Once again, fuck...

Hi Bartek Have you had a chance to look at this yet ? Let me know what comes up If there is a feeling of confusion, discomfort and/or no room for maneuver then just notice this and report back. It is likely a sign of progress. I experienced this when i was going through the process. You don't need ...
by AM I?
Thu Feb 14, 2013 7:59 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Once again, fuck...
Replies: 43
Views: 3913

Re: Once again, fuck...

Ok Bartek, if "will" and thoughts come from nowhere, what is controlling them ? I am created from the thoughts, the controller is created after the thinking and is 'taking over' the thinking. The thought thinks it thinks. When you investigate this could you also look into the point when the investi...
by AM I?
Sun Jan 27, 2013 6:03 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Once again, fuck...
Replies: 43
Views: 3913

Re: Once again, fuck...

Yes, thoughts come from nowhere too.

I have a very short attention span, that's why my investigations are short.
by AM I?
Sat Jan 26, 2013 6:33 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Once again, fuck...
Replies: 43
Views: 3913

Re: Once again, fuck...

After short investigation it looks like it comes out of nowhere.
by AM I?
Sat Jan 26, 2013 5:53 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Once again, fuck...
Replies: 43
Views: 3913

Re: Once again, fuck...

No, fuck it, you're enough.
by AM I?
Fri Jan 25, 2013 6:55 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Once again, fuck...
Replies: 43
Views: 3913

Re: Once again, fuck...

I feel that I am action. Movement induced by my will is the essence of my existence. It's the place where I feel myself.

Please, engage your friends to this conversations, It's 'tree-on-one'.
by AM I?
Thu Jan 24, 2013 6:25 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Once again, fuck...
Replies: 43
Views: 3913

Re: Once again, fuck...

can someone fill in for John?
pleeeeease
by AM I?
Mon Jan 14, 2013 9:52 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Once again, fuck...
Replies: 43
Views: 3913

Re: Once again, fuck...

thx
by AM I?
Sun Jan 13, 2013 8:39 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Once again, fuck...
Replies: 43
Views: 3913

Re: Once again, fuck...

Without naming my hand is still labelled as 'an instrument for manual activities'.
That definition is intertwined with my hand, through the agency of my mind.

I cannot go beyond labelling.
My left brain is too much conditioned.
by AM I?
Fri Jan 11, 2013 9:22 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Once again, fuck...
Replies: 43
Views: 3913

Re: Once again, fuck...

In reading this, what is the experience? Is it of a being called Bartek looking out, reading this, thinking and feeling ready to type a short answer in reply? Yeah, pretty much. If so, how convinced are you that Bartek is real? From 0-100% Well, I'm convinced that in 100% I don't exist, because I b...
by AM I?
Thu Jan 10, 2013 6:30 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Once again, fuck...
Replies: 43
Views: 3913

Re: Once again, fuck...

Yes.

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