Thank you for sharing your process, it gives me a clear idea where you are. At this stage all is normal, all as it should be. The mind has already recognised the emptiness of I as an entity, so there is no what back. The rest will unfold in time. It is good to remember, that this flipping in and out...

Yes yes yes. It’s like taking the attention of the narrative about what is happening to the actual happening and being fully immersed in whatever is here. The narrative can continue and it does so by itself, only it’s no longer believed.. Here is my latest video to help to drive the point home. http...

Dear friend, thanks for reaching out for help. I hear you and we can chat here. Please don’t give up on life just yet. There is a reason, why such strong experiences happen. Some call it the dark night of the soul and it is not unusual to want to die in such a place. It may seem, that darkness will ...

Dear Arus, wonderful idea. I think it’s exactly what you need, to let go of this forum, of this conversation for a time being and explore your experience.

Yes, it’s the same okayiness. And some things come up that feel uncomfortable and even that is ok. :)

I’ll speak to you in a month!
Love.

Ok, my friend, take your time and do the exercise with full focus.

Love.

Wow. I hear you. Yes, there can be a massive disappointment as it’s not what was expected. It’s ok, this will pass. Allow all to be as it is. It’s all part of your process. Trust that all is as it should be and continue to keep attention on what is here. This is a beginning. And yes there is more wo...

Hi Oly Thanks for update. What you describe sounds wonderful. Crumbling down and meeting life freshly, is delicious. Nice that the shifting experience is settling in. The love of my Guru, do I have to let that go? Is that not true if it led me here??? Hm, well, you can’t tell love not to flow. It’s ...

Thank you very much for a thoughtful answer. It resonates that there is no CEO self and that awareness is like a verb. You wouldn’t say that everything is one, ok, there are different, unique forms and functions. We can see that. It’s not that a spoon and soup is one and the same. But in essence the...

Thank you for reply. I am the energy that has been moving since the beginning of time and can never die. My energy has manifested in stars, planets, space dust, rocks, single cell e coli, dinosaurs, salamanders, birds, apes, other human beings and currently, this body/mind complex. I'm a unique grou...

Thank you for taking time to work with the sutra and your report. Let’s look at what is this observer thingy. It is language itself, that creates a subject out of nothing, so we get a doer. A doer of observing we call observer. But there is observing. Seeing, recognising, being aware - verbs. Seer, ...

I think I understand what you are saying about "ABSOLUTELY no controller", and to some extent I understand what you mean by there is ALWAYS safety Let’s see what is happening here. You either see it or not. I invite you to focus in present actuality and look, is there a controller here now? Going i...

ego is in the mind/body. It believes it's in charge of my survival. It makes me suffer my feelings. It makes me feel upset with my life. It makes me think that I'm a person with stories that need to be learned to survive. Good news, there is no ego, as a controller, that can do any such things. The...

That’s good to notice, mind want to protect.. now let’s find out, is it helping? What does the mind get from trying to protect? And what is there behind the protection that needs it? Can you take a look and tell me, what is there? Would you rather be free and at ease or scared of life? Does life nee...

Or are you suggesting there is ABSOLUTELY no control, you can study for the exam or not, it has no impact on how you do in the exam? You see, I get confused if I take your statement to the limit. I’m saying there is ABSOLUTELY no controller. Never was. You study of exam or not- it either happens or...

Interesting story. But is it more than a story? Does it have a proof of that? Man made control sounds like there is someone here pulling the stings and makes life go one what or another. Is that true? Where is this ego, that is manipulating life? Can you pin point it? What is ego in control of right...