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by Jaqbert
Fri Aug 16, 2019 10:36 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: No self
Replies: 42
Views: 1844

Re: No self

Hi Bananafish What is a body when you don´t call it a body? It is a series of parts joined together by joints, skin, fascia, bones, ligaments, tendons, coloured on the outside pinky/brown, containing organs, blood, fat, hair, tissue, neurons, juices, lymphs, bacteria, cells, water amongst other thin...
by Jaqbert
Tue Aug 13, 2019 10:36 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: No self
Replies: 42
Views: 1844

Re: No self

Hello Bananafish,

I haven’t heard anything from you... how was your trip? Are we still carrying on with this?

Thanks
Jackie
by Jaqbert
Sun Aug 04, 2019 10:36 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: No self
Replies: 42
Views: 1844

Re: No self

Hi Bananafish, Is there a concrete thing called the body? - Yes there is. I´m writing now as last night was quite insightful so I want to get it down (I appreciate you said wait until next week). Last night I explored deeply where "I" am inside the body, and I saw that I´m nowhere. I know that I fee...
by Jaqbert
Tue Jul 30, 2019 6:23 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: No self
Replies: 42
Views: 1844

Re: No self

Hello Bananafish

any more questions or thoughts?

Jackie
by Jaqbert
Mon Jul 29, 2019 11:32 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: No self
Replies: 42
Views: 1844

Re: No self

I´ve also had one reocurring strange experience of the body, since I was little. My experience of the body is changed, like its made up of hard angled material with the body very very far away and either very very small or very very big or something, very hard to explain, it just happens sometimes i...
by Jaqbert
Mon Jul 29, 2019 11:21 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: No self
Replies: 42
Views: 1844

Re: No self

Good Morning, The body is a physical entity I can see, feel, taste, hear. I can see its physical components, limbs, torso, skin, colouring, I can feel sensations all over the body all the time, constantly shifting and changing, I can feel it move, I can feel its temperature as a bit cold right now, ...
by Jaqbert
Sun Jul 28, 2019 8:32 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: No self
Replies: 42
Views: 1844

Re: No self

Is there any concrete thing called mind - definitely not, mind is nowhere! I can’t see or find a mind thinking thoughts... Although it does feel like they happen in the head rather than any other part of the body like the feet or somewhere else. My experience of them is a voice in my head. My experi...
by Jaqbert
Sun Jul 28, 2019 12:28 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: No self
Replies: 42
Views: 1844

Re: No self

Also I didn’t sleep for the first 4 nights - vibrating too high to sleep and didn’t eat much either.
I have been an insomniac for years, since this has happened I have mostly slept 7 hours every night. Not normal for me!
by Jaqbert
Sun Jul 28, 2019 12:26 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: No self
Replies: 42
Views: 1844

Re: No self

Hi again How do I see body and mind during the awakening: Well mind is just thinking thoughts as always, but they don’t bother me in any way, sometimes they’re quite entertaining but they have no impact on me, I have no reaction to them, only occasionally some old beliefs come up and I have an painf...
by Jaqbert
Sat Jul 27, 2019 12:28 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: No self
Replies: 42
Views: 1844

Re: No self

It seemed unfair to kill the moth. What is the point of killing it. Yet I’m happy to eat meat... perhaps... I’m not sure if I am or not.
by Jaqbert
Sat Jul 27, 2019 12:27 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: No self
Replies: 42
Views: 1844

Re: No self

The only reaction I had really was to the potential killing of the moth, it was a super quick “no! Don’t kill it” but it wasn’t emotional, well maybe a touch, but as I said any emotional reactions are very slight and pass very quickly. The food was nice, fine, I enjoyed it... the enjoyment of food h...
by Jaqbert
Sat Jul 27, 2019 12:15 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: No self
Replies: 42
Views: 1844

Re: No self

Hi I ate pasta with pesto and mozzarella and Parmesan cheese grated on top and extra salt and pepper which I added, this was followed by strawberries, blueberries and blackberries with vanilla ice cream. There was also chicken, which the others ate, I didn’t eat any chicken as I’d had some for lunch...
by Jaqbert
Sat Jul 27, 2019 10:11 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: No self
Replies: 42
Views: 1844

Re: No self

Morning : ) Well I don’t feel anything in particular. Since I had my “awakening” I only feel a constant sense of complete bliss well being, warmth, certainty, love and fullness - words which only approximate how I feel. I have had a few momentary uncomfortable emotions to certain thoughts or events ...
by Jaqbert
Fri Jul 26, 2019 10:51 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: No self
Replies: 42
Views: 1844

Re: No self

Hello, welcome back!

No, I’m looking and can’t find anything like an essence of me anywhere. I honestly can’t. The nearest thing I can come to as my essence is my personality but that’s not to be found anywhere either...
by Jaqbert
Fri Jul 26, 2019 9:23 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: No self
Replies: 42
Views: 1844

Re: No self

Good Morning Bananafish

Are you still with me?

Hope all is well

Jackie

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