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by Selie
Sun Jul 21, 2019 10:25 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills
Replies: 72
Views: 5110

Re: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills

🙏🏼
by Selie
Fri Jul 19, 2019 11:54 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills
Replies: 72
Views: 5110

Re: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills

Hi Barb, thank you for your time in PM and for the space of a few months I needed to process it all. I have been redoing some of the exercises in the last couple of weeks and I believe I am ready to answer the final questions: 1- is there a separate entity ‘self’, ‘me’, ‘i’, at all, anywhere, in any...
by Selie
Mon Nov 26, 2018 6:28 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills
Replies: 72
Views: 5110

Re: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills

Hi again, Was there really a default programm called „this is MY life“ running before the exercise? Or where there only some sensations and thoughts which did interpret them after the experience? There was a belief that there was a ‘me’ that owned that life yes. Is it necesarry that an experience is...
by Selie
Fri Nov 23, 2018 11:18 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills
Replies: 72
Views: 5110

Re: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills

Hi Barb, hope you are well. clearly experiencing the difference between real and imaginary, and clearly seeing that there is no need for an ‘i’ for life/emotions to happen. Is there only no need for an "i", or is there simply no "i"? At the time this occurred to me, it felt like a shift from my defa...
by Selie
Tue Nov 20, 2018 12:57 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills
Replies: 72
Views: 5110

Re: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills

Where does all the thoughts which bubbles up in „your“ mind originate? If you were grewn up in a aboriginal community, would your thoughts not be complete different? Thoughts are manifestations of ‘being’ and their contents take their source in the conditioning I received and memories of events I h...
by Selie
Sun Nov 18, 2018 11:33 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills
Replies: 72
Views: 5110

Re: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills

Hi Barb, I’m back again. It has been quiet chaotic in my head lately but trying to take it easy 😉, I let the chaos to come in some sort of order in its own time. Things have settled a bit and I have picked up the final questions again (only to fall at the first hurdle 😋) 1) Is there a separate entit...
by Selie
Fri Nov 09, 2018 9:03 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills
Replies: 72
Views: 5110

Re: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills

Great, thanks Barb. I’ll be in touch soon. 🙏🏼
by Selie
Thu Nov 08, 2018 2:34 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills
Replies: 72
Views: 5110

Re: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills

... Like with an imaginary friend?
by Selie
Thu Nov 08, 2018 2:33 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills
Replies: 72
Views: 5110

Re: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills

1) is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever? There is the illusion of one for sure. And I know I am much much much more than that. But denying it altogether I cannot do right now. Can’t do ‘annihilation’ of something that I have believ...
by Selie
Wed Nov 07, 2018 4:38 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills
Replies: 72
Views: 5110

Re: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills

Thank you for not giving up on me just yet. Low self-esteem feelings got triggered yesterday and once again the label “loser’ found an ‘i’ to attach to. All morning I have been trying to look behind the ‘feeling such a loser’ thoughts and every time I find... a loser ‘i’. On the one hand I know it’s...
by Selie
Wed Nov 07, 2018 12:50 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills
Replies: 72
Views: 5110

Re: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills

And ask yourself: „Are this thoughts true? Can i really know that they tell the truth? Can I know that it would be better if it would be other than it is?“ One thing I am 100% sure of is that things cannot be other than they are (no controller). And I’m sorry to say that in the last few days, that’...
by Selie
Mon Nov 05, 2018 2:24 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills
Replies: 72
Views: 5110

Re: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills

Actually sorry, I need help here please. I am feeling quite disorientated at the moment. And confused. And distressed. I’m missing something. My personal experience of seeing through the separate self illusion has been wonderfully quiet, gentle, pretty low key and understated. But when i read the qu...
by Selie
Mon Nov 05, 2018 12:22 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills
Replies: 72
Views: 5110

Re: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills

Thanks for these, I will get back to you with answers in the next couple of days.

🙏🏼
by Selie
Sat Nov 03, 2018 12:29 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills
Replies: 72
Views: 5110

Re: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills

No thanks, I think I am ready for the final questions.
by Selie
Fri Nov 02, 2018 1:48 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills
Replies: 72
Views: 5110

Re: Tired of being a Don Quixote fighting windmills

Did you clearly see, that there is no „I“? That there is no seperation, only Life life-ing? How is it in your daily life if you compare with the beginning of this process? Tell me a little bit about it.. :) Yes I see it everyday. I see it in various aspects of my daily life but it is at his most ob...

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