I found a new guide for you who will shortly be taking over.
Love

Hello again! I will try to find someone for you, okay?

It's been my pleasure. Yes, keep on looking at direct experience, you know how to do it and what it is now. If you want to go on with another guide at some point, let me know and I can help you find one.
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Hello dear,
I'm closing this conversation from my side now, as I don't have the impression that you want to continuously explore. Feel free to reach out to a new guide any time (and I might help you with that) or you might also contact Ilona (founder of LU), who offers further support.
Love

But I have the tendency to break things down with thought and not looking Then look...again and again. You know how to do it now. Whenever you say "it seems" or "it feels like"...look closely what the reality of it is. In my experience a guide can lead you to the gate - give you everything to facil...

Great :-)

So can you see the illusion, the dream?

If yes, how would you describe it in your own words?

The character seems to arise only in thoughts

Has it ever been different?

Has the main character ever had an appearance in reality?

It doesn't seem the same.

Good! So which of the two exists in reality?

Does the body exist in reality?

Does the fictional character exist?

Do you exist?

Are you the fictional character?

right here it feels like the main character is this body at the moment

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And is it? Look at the main character. Look at the body. Is it the same?

I can't find the story in reality, it's only comes up in thoughts

Good! Now look again, thoroughly, whether the main character of the story (which you thought is 'you') appears in reality, ever.

Yes, you're starting to see this. And I just noticed that the thoughts and memories I have are all very distorted because none of them are in first person, they are in third person like watching a movie, which is just weird... Exactly, you see a third person, maybe because it isn't you :-) like watc...

Right now when I think of me I see a recent conversation with a family member. 10 minutes later: When I think of "me" I see me looking to see what "me" is. Great! Now, look at this main character "you" - you 'see' it in your thoughts, right? But when you look around - again: where is it? Where is i...

sensations in the feet and back, hearing door close, sensation in face, Sensations are there and you are aware of them. But I'm not asking what your sensations are or what's the entirety of your experience. I'm asking: What is the "story of you"? What exactly do you see when you think of "you"? Wha...

You will not see, unless you're really looking. Close your eyes - what is your story? Thoughts. That's a very general answer, isn't it? Right now, close your eyes - what is your story? In this moment? LOOK at it and tell me what it is. What do you SEE? And then - 10 minutes later - close your eyes, ...

Great that you're back :-) Let's continue I can break this down on an intellectual level, but experientially it is not seen. Yes, I understand. I still feel like "my" story is real What is your story made of? Close your eyes - what is your story? Open your eyes - where is your story? Is it real? Eve...