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by marcel2
Mon Nov 14, 2016 3:27 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Some help would be fantastic!
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Re: Some help would be fantastic!

thank you so much Ilona!
this has been very interesting, in times difficult but mostly a lot of fun. the joy of it all!

Much love
/ David
by marcel2
Wed Nov 09, 2016 5:10 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Some help would be fantastic!
Replies: 171
Views: 22338

Re: Some help would be fantastic!

1. no, not in the way it was previously assumed to be. in some way it did "exist", like the christian God exists to the believer, or santa claus to a child, a fantasy. but of course there never was a separate entity, however the idea of that separate entity was believed, but is not longer. 2. it is ...
by marcel2
Tue Oct 25, 2016 12:46 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Some help would be fantastic!
Replies: 171
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Re: Some help would be fantastic!

hmmm. is one ever ready? :) yes I think so!
by marcel2
Mon Oct 24, 2016 3:41 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Some help would be fantastic!
Replies: 171
Views: 22338

Re: Some help would be fantastic!

I went back and read some of the earlier exchanges, and some of the stuff that I understood mainly logically/conceptually I now "know" in a more real sense. so yes, I would say that most of the itches has been scratched, and I can't think of anything as of now that needs to be done. it feels like a ...
by marcel2
Tue Oct 18, 2016 6:16 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Some help would be fantastic!
Replies: 171
Views: 22338

Re: Some help would be fantastic!

hmm, it feels like I've seen that for some time actually!
by marcel2
Sun Oct 16, 2016 2:06 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Some help would be fantastic!
Replies: 171
Views: 22338

Re: Some help would be fantastic!

undivided awareness... yes. strictly I don't know that they're thinking, it's an educated guess!

there is only a line between bodies, or at least something that can be conceived of as a "line".
it is one movement, or perhaps just "movement"

no I looking "out", no...
by marcel2
Wed Oct 12, 2016 2:41 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Some help would be fantastic!
Replies: 171
Views: 22338

Re: Some help would be fantastic!

no, there really isn't an entity as such, only that certain stuff seems to be only happening locally, in "my" awareness. but on the other hand, there are no line, so what is even the "local awareness"/"my awareness"... in "my" field of awareness stuff happens, even if they're not happening to an ent...
by marcel2
Tue Oct 04, 2016 9:34 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Some help would be fantastic!
Replies: 171
Views: 22338

Re: Some help would be fantastic!

no, I cannot find such a line. when eyes are closed, the world is dark but only "my" world, or so it is assumed. I guess the "separation" stems from the parts of experience that seem to be only experienced by "me". the body is not a container, no... no container, just awareness (the "container"/body...
by marcel2
Fri Sep 30, 2016 4:37 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Some help would be fantastic!
Replies: 171
Views: 22338

Re: Some help would be fantastic!

yes, what was previously assumed to be "me" is clearly an illusion in that sense that it isn't what I thought it would be. I do wanna be careful to not overextend myself here! I'm not 100% confident in the relationship between what appears inside "my" consciousness and the world "outside". is there ...
by marcel2
Tue Sep 27, 2016 11:16 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Some help would be fantastic!
Replies: 171
Views: 22338

Re: Some help would be fantastic!

well, no one-thing drives the body as far as I can tell.
sorry for the late responses! there is definitely stuff going on... just difficult to put into words.
by marcel2
Thu Sep 22, 2016 4:12 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Some help would be fantastic!
Replies: 171
Views: 22338

Re: Some help would be fantastic!

the I is not an entity that drives the body!
by marcel2
Mon Sep 12, 2016 6:30 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Some help would be fantastic!
Replies: 171
Views: 22338

Re: Some help would be fantastic!

what I can say for sure is that the "I" is not who "I" am, whatever I thought the "I" to be, I think no longer. let me probe this question about "driving body" and making things happen a liiiittle bit more before the big fat yes :) a self is a label, a trigger for certain semi-random thoughts and fe...
by marcel2
Wed Sep 07, 2016 8:24 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Some help would be fantastic!
Replies: 171
Views: 22338

Re: Some help would be fantastic!

the separate self is an illusion, or rather what I assumed it was is an illusion. the "self" exists, but is not "me" so to speak. there is no doubt about that! well, in a way it depends on what "separate" means... it's not separate, but an "object" among many. perhaps one could say there's been a sh...
by marcel2
Thu Sep 01, 2016 3:07 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Some help would be fantastic!
Replies: 171
Views: 22338

Re: Some help would be fantastic!

the self seem to be not one thing, but rather a label or a common denominator that refers to a not totally random but ever-changing number of things, mostly in regards to memories, future fantasies in the form of protagonist. when the self is examined closer it seems to have no "concrete" properties...
by marcel2
Mon Aug 29, 2016 8:02 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Some help would be fantastic!
Replies: 171
Views: 22338

Re: Some help would be fantastic!

it's going well I think! nothing much has been happening, but the self is not what it once was. that realisation stops a lot of thinking in it's tracks, since it tries to go back to the "root" of certain thoughts and feelings, finding nothing concrete to hold on to. the "abbreviation" insight was ke...

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